Saturday, August 2, 2014

Waiting for the meds to kick in

I've been on new meds now for nearly 3 weeks.  Two types of hormones, thyroid meds, and an anti-depressant, but I still really don't feel any better.  I've been very up and down like an emotional yo-yo. I'm trying to keep my spirits up - trying to listen to music, and funny videos/movies, but the next day things could come crashing down again.

I feel spacey and disconnected.
I definitely don't feel evened out and even-keeled.
I'm SO BORED, but I'm completely restless. 
I still can't sleep. I wake up several times every night, never sleeping through the night. My cat now doesn't dare jump up on the bed, because I will literally kick her off.
I'm still feel exhausted, tired, and worthless.
I seem to have  a renewed sense of wanderlust to GO SOMEWHERE. Outside the country would be nice. I'm the only one in my family who's never been outside the borders of the U.S., how sad is that???

The creepy crawly all-encompassing FUNK continues...



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