I am by no means a "prayer warrior"...in fact I pretty much suck when it comes to prayer. But I'm quite good at writing to express my thoughts and feelings. So I pray that what I write here the Lord will hear me (or read me) and my prayers will be fulfilled!
Dear Lord - you have blessed me so much, I can't even express my gratitude. Forgive me for the things I continue to be carnal about, and help me turn toward you, and away from things that I continue to struggle with: food, exercise, slovenliness, laziness, lack of a prayer life, worry. HELP ME REST IN YOU AND YOU ALONE.
Even though I complain more than I should, you have given me what I need: food, shelter, health, a working vehicle, money so that I'm not completely destitute. Truly I need NOTHING.
But Lord, I'm lost. I don't know what I should be doing. I've been out of work for 4 months. You know my struggle. What should I do? Is my blog, that I spend so much time doing, is that just a distraction? Should I be doing something else? I don't want anything that I see out there in the "job market." I have no desire to go back to that, UNLESS YOU SAY THE WORD. I know you go before me to find something that's perfect for me, but you know I'm stupid. I need a VERY BLATANT SIGN that I should go in a particular direction. I know your word says if I don't work, I don't eat! I know I need to work, but I don't know which direction I should go. Should I just take anything???
So please Lord help me be discerning, help me listen to you, GUIDE ME where you want me to go. I'm willing to make a career change if needed!
Thank you for all your blessings, in Jesus' holy name, Amen!
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